Jun. 13th, 2017

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Ohoho, fuck yeah, baybee! Haah! I had my third and final maths exam today. It was crap, but, you know what, it was bloody worth it. I was sat in row G (well, they're columns, not rows, but they're called rows for some outrageous reason); the same row as the boy I like. Damn, I bet I sound so teenagery, going on about him like this. But I digress...

The unthinkable happened. We. TALKED. WE ACTUALLY TALKED! I thought he'd feel awkward about talking to me, seeing as he already knows I like him and is timid as fuck, but the conversation went like this...
Me: Good luck!
Him: Thanks, good luck to you too!
Me: Thanks, I'll need it. I'm gonna fail.
Him: Nah, you won't! Just believe!

"Just believe!"

Fuck, yes. I can't post links, as I am on my crappy 3DS browser, but my song for J-rock June today is Frontier by - yup, you guessed it, matey - DELUHI. Haah, gomennasai! I solemnly pledge that the next song I post for JRJ will NOT be a DELUHI song.

Anyways, I feel like I can just do anything now! Once again, my friend Jordan was right (please refer to my previous entry). He said I could do it, and that he wouldn't be awkward, and he was right! I know we didn't talk much, but the point is that I have more confidence now. In the words of Chris (simpsons artist): "do the things that you fear most because they probably aren't as scary as you think they are inside of your head".

I sincerely apologise for the sickening fluffiness of this entry.

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